I lie under a blanket wrapped in hearts
….the closest to love I’ll ever get
I hug my pillow ever so tight
….hoping to hear a heartbeat
The sheets caress me in their tender folds
….as they wipe away my tears
Who says we don’t need material things
….they are the only comfort for a lonely soul
I am done chasing butterflies
They fly too fast away
The closer I get
The further they fly
Leaving not a trail,a note or a goodbye
Now you see me then you wont
so dry your eyes,hold back your tears,
cause our paths will cross whether you like it or not,
you haven’t seen the last of me,no siree you have not
I scare you by day,and by night
I am your deepest fear.I am the fright
I bring out the worst you could ever be
I am a monster.That is me.
I cannot love,scare you away
Afraid to talk.Afraid to stay
When you speak your mind,I fly at your throat
I hurt the ones I love.The ones that are worth
One day I will be pretty
Said the bud to the tree
One day I’ll blossom and flower
And bees will hover over me
One day I’ll open my arms
And embrace the world around me
One day I will revel in my glory
Standing tall at five feet two
Some thought of her as a shrew
Especially the ones who never knew
Never knew,the pain she was going through
She blinked not,when tears came so easily
Never lost her balance in a world that made her queasy
With a warrior’s heart she fought against the odds
She stood proud,she stood tall
The body is broken
The spirit dead
Rejected,yet again
Numbed and frozen
Awaiting patiently
A swift and painless end
Am I happy
Am I sad
I am neither
I am indifferent
I stare straight ahead in defiance
With blinders
Obscuring discernment
Never looking left nor right
Never lowering my gaze
I am unaffected
I am unfazed
Unconcerned
I am indifferent
The eyebrows are shaped
The nails are perfectly manicured
The dress is carefully chosen to flatter
The face is all made up
To look perfect for you
A fleeting message is all it took
No remorse
No apologies
To stand her up
To break her heart
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